And today you are encouraged to look anew at something that you have that is just everyday and ordinary. And I wrote this:
NOT
TO BE WONDERED AT
In
my hands a drip of amber
as
big as a jewel
gold
like honey nested in a spoon -
and
caught in that amber swollen drop
a
silver spindled spider
perfect
and still new.
Years
I marvelled
that
spiders could be pretty
felt
the reverential weight
of
time and felt
a
breathless wonder
at the easy cheat
of death
I
paid the man in the shop
for
Baltic amber
Jurate’s
mermaid tears
but
a recent exhibition took
my
amber from me
too
perfect, inviting scrutiny
plastic
it probably is
no
more or less
and
the spider nearer in time
as
near as spiders in my bathroom are
Held
in my hand a trinket now
like
diamonds that are really glass
or
fool’s gold which is no gold at all
the wonder reduced
to a
cheap trick
and
the man in the shop
he
did not smile
or
give the game away
to
me, a timeless fool.
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